Z: A Novel of Zelda Fitzgerald

Zelda Fitzgerald

Z: A Novel of Zelda Fitzgerald is the fictional account of the life of Zelda Fitzgerald, written by Therese Anne Fowler.  The book is written from Zelda Fitzgerald’s point of view, as if she wrote the story herself.  While reading Z, you can easily forget that you’re reading a work of fiction, historical fiction albeit, and that you’ve instead fallen down the rabbit hole into a fantasy world, and stumbled upon a long-lost, unpublished, autobiography of Zelda Fitzgerald.  And falling down the rabbit hole would not be suggesting that you’ve strayed too far from the beaten path of this novel.

In fact, Therese Anne Fowler uses a quote from Lewis Carroll’s Alice in Wonderland as an epigraph to one of the sections of Z.  From Montgomery, Alabama, to New York, and then on to Paris, Zelda Fitzgerald, formerly Zelda Sayre, must have at times felt like she was Alice.  She was 17 years old when she met an aspiring writer named F. Scott Fitzgerald.  F. Scott Fitzgerald was stationed at Camp Sheridan near Montgomery during WWI.  When the war ended and the two of them decided to marry in 1920, Zelda found herself in a strange world.  It was a strange world, afar off from the Southern societal norms she had been acquainted with her whole life, as the daughter of an Alabama Supreme Court Justice.

Z turned out to be a real page turner, spurred on by the details of Zelda’s transformation from a debutante to artist.  It is clear that in her lifetime, she was unable to shake off the misnomer of simply being an artist’s wife.  Before she met F. Scott Fitzgerald, she was studying ballet.  Zelda went on to pursue dance into her marriage, and was invited to join the San Carlo Ballet Company in Naples as a “premier dancer and soloist.”  Before she met F. Scott Fitzgerald, she wrote letters and kept a diary.  Zelda would go on to write articles and stories that were published in magazines, as well as her novel Save Me the Waltz.  She also became a painter.  But time and time again, Zelda’s efforts to be respected as an artist in her own right are thwarted.  When she declines the San Carlo Ballet Company’s invitation, it is because her husband objects, and she doesn’t want to risk separating from him and her daughter.  When she submits stories for approval, they are published under her husband’s name.  When her novel is published, it is done so sparingly.

Fowler gives a voice to Zelda’s frustration in letters she has Zelda pen to friends and family members alike.  They are wrenching accounts of the disappointment she experiences as an artist, struggling against the tide of what the establishment expects of a 20th century woman.  Women are expected to be housewives and mothers.  A woman’s duty is to her husband.  If a husband dedicates his life to his career and provides an ideal life for his wife, then the wife’s appreciation is to be shown through her unwavering support for his endeavors.  No respectable wife would rival her husband’s pursuits, or aspire to be equally accomplished.

Zelda’s consternation ultimately results in a mental breakdown.  In the novel, Zelda describes a hallucination she has while sitting in a movie theater with friends. She sees a giant octopus appear.  She dives onto the floor just in time to escape the octopus’ tentacles.  Zelda is diagnosed with schizophrenia (it is now generally accepted that she was bipolar) and is committed.  Zelda’s physical exhaustion from ballet training is partly to blame.  The doctor attributes her mental instability chiefly to her obsession with wanting to be an artist.  It is interesting to note that the doctor’s main focus in Zelda’s rehabilitation is to remind her of her duties as a housewife.  In fact, her rehabilitation is called “re-education.”  She cannot be permitted to rejoin her husband and daughter until she has been “re-educated” about what is expected from a wife.  Only then, once she has recommitted herself to being a good housewife, can she be free of the evil that exists in becoming distracted by her frivolous attempts to become an artist.

As if the distortions of faulty mental health diagnoses weren’t enough, Zelda also wrestles with other incongruent realities in Z.  When she first arrives in New York to marry Scott, she’s overwhelmed by the cosmopolitan environment of the wonderland in which she’s just landed.  As newlyweds, the Fitzgeralds visit a bar in Lower Manhattan, and Zelda gets her first taste of the night life.  In this bar, she hears a strange type of music she’s never heard before.  It’s called Jazz.  It’s not the kind of “upbeat tunes of the Follies and Scandals” that “made people want to tap their feet…”  Instead this type of music being sung on stage by an African-American singer “…made people want to drape themselves over one another as they sat, and smoked, and sipped from short glasses that in many cases were filled with what looked like green liquid.”  Race mixing and green liquid?  How much more Alice in Wonderland can you get?

A more glorious wonderland awaited Zelda in Paris where she and Scott join the circle of now legendary artists like Ernest Hemingway, Pablo Picasso, Gertrude Stein, Cole Porter and Ezra Pound.  At a Cole Porter party, Zelda meets Ada “Bricktop” Smith.  Smith tells Zelda to “let it loose, girl!” when she does the Black Bottom dance at the party.  Seeing Zelda in those cabarets, with the booze flowing and doing the Black Bottom, through the eyes of anyone in her native Montgomery, must have been akin to the parents of children who’d grown up with Hannah Montana, watching Miley Cyrus twerking at the MTV Video Music Awards.  Whether it was rebelling against society or her parents, Zelda’s adventures also lead her to being exposed to feminism.  She learns of a “…kind of feminism that was developing women’s natural tendencies to exist in groups with other women and children, rather than in traditional marriages.”

Essentially, Z is a love story.  It’s a love story about artists.  In chapter 2 when Zelda asks her sister Tootsie about love, she asks “Is it like Shakespeare?”  “You know, is it all heaving bosoms and fluttering hearts and mistaken identities and madness?”  Tootsie answers “Yes, it is exactly like that.  Gird yourself, little sister.”  Zelda’s Aunt Julia, the African-American nurse who tended to her needs as a child also tries to prepare her for the unknown that awaited her.  Aunt Julia tells her of the mystical African river that is full of demons.  Those demons whisper in your ear.  “They love you, they say.  You should give yourself to them, stay with them, become one of them, they say.  ‘Isn’t it good here?’ they say.  ‘No pain, no trouble.’  But also no light and no love and no joy and no ground.”

The tragedy of Z is heart breaking.  The narrative is entertaining.  The stories of expatriation, Saturday nights at Gertrude Stein’s, Right and Left Bank cafes and cabarets are irresistible to any art lover.  Whether or not Zelda Fitzgerald’s art will ever be wholly considered in a light separate from F. Scott Fitzgerald is unknown.  Perhaps it doesn’t need to be.  After all, in the novel, Scott tells Zelda that when it came to his success as a writer, he had done it all for her.  Perhaps she, too, had done it all for him.

© 2014

Jon Batiste and Stay Human

If you look up the word human in the dictionary, you’ll get a fairly nonspecific definition: of, belonging to, or typical of mankind [the human race].  My Webster’s New World Dictionary, in an attempt to further clarify the meaning of the word human, adds the following two entries: 1. consisting of or produced by men [human society]  2. having or showing qualities characteristic of people [human values].  These definitions leave much to be desired in the way of understanding what it means to be human.  Perhaps, the best way to understand what it means to be human, is to experience it.  So, in the interest of humanity, last night I went to see Jon Batiste and Stay Human perform in concert at the Rinker Playhouse in West Palm Beach, FL.

I first heard about Jon Batiste and Stay Human at Barnes & Noble’s music department, where I work part time.  A couple of months ago, we received their new album titled Social Music for our in-store play.  After weeks of listening to Social Music, I realized that Jon Batiste and Stay Human had achieved what all recording artists hope to do, when in my apartment, I began to hum some of the melodies I had been hearing on the CD.  This new jazz band’s music, which Anthony DeCurtis quoted Jon Batiste describing as “…a montage of many different music traditions,” and reflecting “that spirit of advancement, collaboration and connectivity while still remaining human” in an age of technology, had slowly infiltrated my subconscious.

Some time after that, I checked out a film titled Red Hook Summer directed by Spike Lee.  It’s a film about a young boy from Atlanta who spends a summer in New York with his preacher grandfather.  To my surprise, Jon Batiste was cast as the organist for the preacher’s church.  I then found out that Jon Batiste and Stay Human would be in concert at the Rinker.  I thought this might be an opportunity to catch a glimpse at what could become one of the legendary jazz movements, and jazz artists of the 21st century.

Imagine being able to go back in time and see Louis Armstrong and his Hot Five play Heebie Jeebies in front of a live audience for the first time.  What if you could clumsily trip into a time warp, and come out on the other side in time, to catch Thelonious Monk, debuting his trademark, trans-like dance along side his piano.  Or catch John Coltrane at the start of Avant-garde jazz, and hear him play standards free of standard conventionality.  Although Jon Batiste is no novice to the jazz world (the HBO series Treme is in part based on his New Orleans family musical legacy), he and Stay Human are currently on their first tour.  Strike up the band!Jon Batiste

The show opened with a short montage projected onto a screen above the bandstand.  Images of iconic entertainers, primarily from the African-American community, were repeatedly flashed at an intense rate, only appearing for milliseconds: Michael Jackson, Michael Jordan, Beyonce, Wynton Marsalis, etc.  As the collage of iconography was interwoven, Jon Batiste’s voice could be heard explaining the motivation for creating a new jazz movement.  He talked about how he wanted his music to “bring people together from all walks of life,” and because of that, he and his band chose to name their new album Social Music.  After a few moments, the screen went blank and the whole theater darkened.  The silhouettes of Jon Batiste (Piano/Vocals), Eddie Barbash (Alto Saxophone), Jamison Ross (Percussion), Ibanda Ruhumbika (Tuba/Trombone), Joe Saylor (Drums), and Barry Stephenson (Bass) floated onto the stage, like wraiths.  The screen then came alive with color (throughout the show the band’s technician displayed vibrant red, blue and green backdrops) and the spotlight beamed on Jon Batiste.

From the outset, it was evident that quite a bit of thought was put into the organization of the show.  There was a scholarly tone to the performance, led off with the lecture hall style introduction of the projection screen welcome.  Jon Batiste, as well as several other members of Stay Human are Julliard graduates.  Batiste is a lecturer as well as a musician.  Step by step, Batiste and Stay Human presented various facets of New Orleans style musical performance.  This included Batiste playing at the piano alone, and then joined by Joe Saylor on snare drum, using both brushes and feet as accompaniment.  It also included Barry Stephenson trading in his six string bass guitar for his upright bass. Stephenson then joined Batiste and Saylor in an improvised trio with a single drumstick and wine bottle.  The band then would revert to a traditional set with Saylor going back to his full drum set, only to then pick up his tambourine, and anchor the band, in a single file line into the middle of the stage.  There they played and danced jubilantly.

Jon Batiste’s musical versatility shined through as he played in vast musical styles including ragtime, blues, gospel, classical, and jazz.  His personality was equally as brilliant as he playfully toyed with, and teased the audience, using dramatic pauses between piano chords.  He transformed the Rinker Playhouse into a New Orleans style night club or music hall.  People in the audience began to actively participate in the show, shouting out “c’mon boy,” and “have fun with it!” in encouragement.  A chorus of call and response rang out during Batiste and Stay Human’s rendition of On the Sunny Side of the Street.  At one point an overly boisterous audience member finished the song lyric before Batiste could sing it, prompting an infectious laugh from Batiste, that spread throughout the theater.

It wasn’t long before Batiste abandoned his Steinway and Sons piano and picked up his melodica. The melodica is an instrument which is part trumpet, part keyboard, and part harmonica.  Batiste led the band in a cover of Roberta Flack’s Killing Me Softly With His Song.  He cleverly incorporated Wyclef Jean’s exclaim of “One time!…two times!” in the chorus, reminiscent of The Fugees’ version of the song on their album titled The Score.  Batiste’s superb execution of vibrato on the melodica at times caused the instrument to sound more like an accordion than harmonica.  With melodica in hand, he led the band off stage and into the audience where he sought out couples.  Batiste then began to offer serenades much like an accordionist might do on the streets of Paris.  Only this serenade included a parade, New Orleans style, made so with the generous, melodious vibrations of Ibanda Ruhumbika’s tuba.

Batiste and Stay Human stayed true to their name by adding a human touch to the show, when they came into the audience, sat down in vacant seats, shook hands with people, and invited people to sing along with them as they continued to play.  They became the accompaniment for the audience, and allowed a communal experience to take place.  When finally they stopped playing, Batiste thanked the crowd and told everyone that he loved them.  As Batiste and Stay Human exited the Rinker Playhouse, the crowd applauded and began begging for more.  Batiste and Stay Human obliged the audience, by marching back into the theater to the tune of Just a Closer Walk With Thee.  A religious, spiritual mood filled the place, and the band and audience swayed back and forth in harmony, singing, humming, moaning and crying out together.

(From left to right) Barry Stephenson , Joe Saylor, and Jon Batiste

(From left to right) Barry Stephenson , Joe Saylor, and Jon Batiste

There were other moments in the show when the human factor arose in a not so desired fashion.  Like when Eddie Barbash struggled to get through a vocal solo, proving that he was much more of an exceptional (and exceptional he was!) saxophonist than crooner.  Or when Barry Stephenson had to do a high wire act on the stage, upon a cargo net of amplifier wires, just to make his way to Joe Saylor’s drum set.  And there was also a moment when Batiste passed the microphone to Jamison Ross in an ill-timed exchange, and Ross flubbed his lyric on Sunny Side of the Street.

But the energy of Jon Batiste and Stay Human made the few human errors forgivable.  These were people performing, not computers.  The ergonomics can be worked out later.  Everyone knows Batiste is the lead vocalist, so who really cares if he lets someone else in the band sing a song.  In fact, all of the band members were called on to sing.  The little mistakes, unedited by audio and video software, for me, are what give certain musical performances character.  For example, I love hearing the squeaking of John “Jabo” Starks’ high hat pedal on some of James Brown’s recordings with the J.B.’s.  It reminds me that there was a human being behind all of those incredible drum grooves, that were later sampled over and over again, in loops, for hip-hop records (coincidentally, James Brown’s music played in the theater’s audio sound system between sets).  And when it comes down to it, that’s what it’s all about-being human.  We’re all human, right?

After the show, Jon Batiste and Stay Human met the audience outside of the theater.  They sat at a table and signed autographs for people who bought their CD.  They took pictures with fans.  They were very down to earth and approachable for anyone who wanted to meet them.  I walked out, looking at the smiles on the faces of people who seemed genuinely touched by what they had just seen, heard and felt.  I then felt an appreciation for what Anthony DeCurtis quoted Jon Batiste as saying in the playbill: “And Stay Human, then, is a reminder of what connects us all.  It’s our mantra.  With so many ways to communicate at our disposal, we must not forget the transformative power of a live music experience and genuine human exchange.”  I guess being human isn’t such a bad thing after all.

(From left to right) Barry Stephenson, Eddie Barbash, Jon Batiste, Joe Saylor, and Ibanda Ruhumbika

(From left to right) Barry Stephenson, Eddie Barbash, Jon Batiste, Joe Saylor, and Ibanda Ruhumbika

© 2014

The Lord’s Prayer – American Activist Version (AAV)

Mya

Our Mother,

Which art in The Gardens Mall,

Hallowed be thy name.

Thy Flagler Financial District come,

Thy will be done,

In Sanford,

As it is in Heaven.

Give us this day,

Our daily milk.

And forgive us our debt,

As we forgive those on Wall Street who use derivatives against us.

And lead us not into Victoria’s Secret,

But deliver us from the Tea Party.

For thine is the kingdom,

And the power,

And the glory,

For ever,

Amen.

© 2014

Love Notes (Music Video)

A surfer wiping out.  A guy falling off a bull.  These are just a couple of reasons why making my latest music video was so much fun to do.  The video is called “Love Notes.”  It sort of pays homage to some of my favorite places and people.  I used a Vivitar Vivicam 7020 to record the video, and Windows Movie Maker to edit the video.  I played all the instruments on the song (Rogue Acoustic guitar, CB Drums), and used a Dynamic Microphone DM-30, and MAGIX Music Studio to record the music.